I once heard a definition of joy as calm delight. I like that word with that definition. I feel hopeful and happy and calm today. Which should be weird because on the surface my life is very turbulent right now, many challenging things going on right now. There are so many things that are out of my control that I could worry about, but I am choosing not to. Today I will rely on God for wisdom and strength to do what I should do, and somehow everything that should get done will get done.